nohappy

My oldest went camping with in-laws. So I am dog-sitting for him. I have my 2 year old mix and his 10+ basset. The basset won't play with the younger pup. The younger pup keeps trying!! It's...

I've realized that baby steps are better than no steps. I move on no matter what. I love my life. I really do. Could it be better? Of course. Would I change the major parts? Hell no.Cutting loose...

Most of my days have been good. I have these little "whoa" minutes every now and then. Just a little anxiety/jittery twitches. Not sure the reason. Just out of the blue.I have completely blocked the...

Using my tapping method my therapist advised. I need it today. I have to quit thinking of what the exass is up to. Things just can't go smoothly for long before he has to step in and talk trash.Of...

So I saw my therapist today. And I am not going into depression or losing my mind. I have triggers setting off my swings of emotion. She showed my some holistic procedures to combat these attacks. I...

I got a call from my mom on monday. She said she wanted to let me know they removed the family pic with exass and replaced it. I haven't made it down there because i've been babysitting but she said...

I made an appointment with my therapist for April 8th. Since I watch my little guy wednesday's are my only free day. I feel better knowing I have that to look forward to.I visited my Mom yesterday. I...

Just a minor one today. Woke not feeling like getting out of bed. Just stayed longer and read my book. Then up, showered, dressed and now checking on here.I was telling a very good friend yesterday...

Sun out yet again. Bit chilly but sunny. I love it.DIL leaves for wedding in Oklahoma tomorrow. Son will meet her there (he's taking a load there so won't lose income). First time for her that little...

Oh I can feel those endorphins! The sun is shining (at least til around 5 then rain) and I feel it. I love spring. Not so much all the rain because my yard and drive look like small ponds and rivers....

yesterday's post had me thinking. what the hell am I doing? I am living by myself. I am in charge of no one but myself. I answer to no one but myself.So why am I letting my past feelings get to me? I...

this is definitely a low day for me. I just want to cry. I know these feelings are rare lately. But when they come it completely knocks me off my balance.Staying strong is such a hard job sometimes....

I don't get any more excited over the approaching weekend as any other day. I do get to sleep in a little bit later. But I don't have plans to go any where. Watching that almighty disappearing buck!...

Sometimes I feel like I spend half my time in limbo. I SOOOO want to go off on exass. I know he's playing games, yet again. "will I or won't I have them send money this week?"Garnishment to employer...

just feel need to vent....exass had a friend call to chat with son.  Why? Cause he hasn't talked to either in a long long time and wanted info. Of course, son isn't stupid and knows why this gent...