nohappy

boy am I tired. drove an hour to work last night 3-11. worked til bout 11:30 or so. another hour home. bed by 1:30 and up by 6:45 for meeting. worked til noon. off tomorrow. work 3 auctions this week...

I truly wish I could keep that strong grip on these emotions. Most of the time I am fine. I did let myself get worked up last night when my neighbor saw the mysterious person on the red harley beep...

been rather hectic lately. got bill from attorney. first one thought we could bill stbx but according to HIS atty we can't. at least that's what mine said. so I sent in what I could for moment and...

It's a good day. Slept good. Had superb Mother's Day. Just time with family and friends. Ignored the unwanted and enjoyed the wanted. Best course of action to take. Bit cold but used to Ohio weather....

Hoping today is better. Work usually keeps mind occupied.

oh my what a night. I must of had some dream cause I was all over my bed. unusual since after nightly prayer I sleep pretty well. at least lately. but when taking my shower i got this very weird...

So first day training went well. Need 2-3 more training days. Will no doubt be next week since working other job this weekend. Good that they are working around other job. Just have to make sure all...

well I am off in just an hour for training for new job. I am looking forward to it. Of course training is 30 miles away because new station isnt set up yet which will be 1/4 mile up the road. But I...

okay so atty calls with support amount her software program came up with. the amount isnt what first lawyer wanted to go for but more than i'm getting now. i can handle it. with part-time jobs I will...

As usual after midnight and here I am. Didn't get back from working til after midnight last night (3 1/2 hr drive) stayed up til 1:30. Woke up at 9 and took that as sign for church. Came home after...

For some reason I can't post in journal from my kindle. Babysitting again today. Feeling so down. Hate this. I haven't had such despair for quite a while. Been roller coasting quite often lately....

so i woke this morning @4, 6 and 6:45 with the same song playing in my head. any one know the song 'too late for promises"? well that's the one. so wondering now what it means. hmmmmmm lol

so it is ok to take the job., that I am thankful for. on the other hand, my atty has yet to look over my proposal (sent month ago) and promised to get back to me. she has to look over his proposal...

working outside today. that is if I can keep the mower going. lol. the riding one needs new belt put on. a little tricky but i will do it

okay you get 2 posts for 1 day. yahoo! Feeling so much better. still not happy that the courts dont make him pay some how. but sitting back and letting the atty handle what has to be handled. I don't...