still up there

I have really conquered my fears I think. The last week, even though housebound from the freezing temps and snow, I have been floating on a level I haven't had for quite some time. Was the alimony on time? Hell no! Did I worry? Hell no! God has my back on that score and I just leave it there.
I did a little meditation thin (posted link on discussion board) and I feel it really worked. I don't feel that connection to him any more. You may be a non believer but if I feel it worked for me then it did. It was worth a try, hell I've tried everything else. This feels like it's working so I will grasp it.
Weather sucks. So so cold here in Ohio. Not as bad as Boston (sorry people there) but dang it is cold.
Flowers from son and grandson. Edible arrangement from other son. Carnation bud from kids I watch. All in all it was a very nice Valentine's day. I felt the love and it made my day....many blessings.
So have a good day. Think positive. and above all.....S M I L E !!!!!!!!!