Allora
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The nightmares are back in full force. I've had no less than three nightmares about my husband cheating in the last week. I can't even try to sleep at night, and even sleeping during the day is...
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“Hearts are breakable. And I think even when you heal, you’re never what you were before.”
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How do you aim for what you want when you can't even visualize what you want, anymore?I find my wheels spinning and my anger building out of pain and frustration. Mentally, I take it out on the OW...
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I'm still not OK. But I'm not plummeting head first into the abyss. The tiny emotional platform I'm clinging to isn't altogether sturdy, but I'm thinking clearly enough to apologize to everyone and...
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December 2010 was a blur. It started off with a bang, discovering my husband's affair. Then I had to (almost entirely by myself) put together a last crossover ceremony. This was extremely...
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This time of year has always, always, ALWAYS been hard. Some of it is seasonal depression and some of it is related to the stress and expectations of the holidays and some of it is my own weird...
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Yup. I'm 40, now. Not sure what - if anything - that really means. But there it is.
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I don't know what the heck my problem is.We all cope in our own ways. Some people drink or get high. Some people cry. Some people scream and shout. Some people curl up in a ball and sort of...
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Yes. Blanket statement. No, I don't really mean it. Just annoyed and PMS'ing.But seriously. People are stupid.The whole "Cheaters _ _ _ _" thread is the type of shit that makes me steer clear...
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I know I shouldn't care, but I do and it's pissing me off that I do which is upsetting me more that I care. Grr. So, apparently, OW just bought a new house. And. She's in Germany for Octoberfest....
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Definitely nerve pain. I leaned forward in my chair, felt the old familiar pain in my back at the same time as fiery pain shooting down my calf to my ankle. Joy. Could just be scar tissue pushing on...
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It's weird to think that three years ago, huz's affair was in full swing and I was oblivious. It was almost exactly three years ago that I confronted him about adding the OW to his Facebook friends...
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[Edited: Tramadol! I haven't been prescribed Diazepam since before I had my disc removed.... oops!) has been my best bet for pain management, lately, but I'm almost out (not surprising - I was only...
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Good news to update. This will be short (for a change!) cos it's 2:30am and I desperately need sleep, but I wanted to share before I forgot again.1) Offers finally came in on our house. We took...
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It's so hard when I read about or hear about someone who is so distraught and upset over being cheated on by someone they've been dating. Not just "only dating" - but generally for a relatively...
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