Allora
Status: Today is a brand new day - fresh with no mistakes in it. Yet.
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I feel strongly that disclosing an affair to family, friends, and even co-workers is necessary for healing and prevention when it comes to infidelity. It seems like a LOT of people disagree and/or...
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Rough day. No discernible reason for it. My mind keeps going to a dark place of resentment over the fact that while I spent a year struggling with health issues and recovering from surgery, the...
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No idea of why. Remind me to say off the forums today. Everyone is rubbing me he wrong way and as my grandma used to say, "if you've got a problem with everyone else, maybe it isn't everyone...
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I miss my "real" blog where I can leave some stuff public, some stuff private, and intermix the two within a single post.Here, I feel like it's all or nothing, which shouldn't matter since I'm fairly...
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Bad things happen quickly but we live through them slowly.
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Today marks 18 years and counting.I'm mostly just filled with gratitude and comfortable bliss today. It's enough. So nice to feel "enough" for a change. I spent months after DDAY worrying I...
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Progress is sometimes painfully slow.I often relate emotional needs to "thirst". It's easier for my husband to understand "thirsty" than it is "lonely". It isn't a perfect metaphor. After all,...
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One of my friends has a really crappy marriage. I feel certain her husband has cheated on her in the past. She once found "proof" of inappropriate IM conversations, but he insisted that nothing...
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My birthday was Dec. 14 so H and I spent the weekend away. It was heavenly.Some of it was a nice "redo" for the things that went awry last year. Some was just knowing more clearly what I...
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I feel like such a fair weather DS Friend, but I guess it's like going to the doctor - you don't really make the time to go unless you feel crappy.Today - no crappy.Anniversary of DDay was, as...
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Today I'm fixated with the questions with which I never was able to confront the OW. It's stupid and pointless. I've played this game in my head a million times. I KNOW that I don't want to...
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I know all moments are fleeting. Some pass so quickly we forget to be thankful for them. I wanted to make sure I put this one down for posterity. The back story is long and boring, but the gist...
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Ten days til anniversary of DDay.Two years. Some of it is a blur. Some of it, well, I wish it would blur.I survived. I'd say our marriage did, but it was more rebuilding than survival. I wish...
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Had a bit of a scare.Went to approve/deny new membership to my blog. Nearly always it's some spammer trying to get in to leave spammity spam comments, but one caught my eye and had me freaked...
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Tuesday, November 20, 2012 "You may feel uncertain about your direction in life today, even if you think that all is well at first. You might be hurt by a situation that raises painful memories, so...
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