Allora
Status: Today is a brand new day - fresh with no mistakes in it. Yet.
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I have spent the greater part of the last six years volunteering with the same organization. The day prior to DDay I invested the whole day in a large scale project and was feeling so proud of...
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Seriously?We were SO not on the same page yesterday. I'd dance forward, he'd do a jumping spin and knock me in the teeth. I'd pull away and offer up a seductive sway, and he'd turn his back to me...
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Yesterday was rough. It was another texting fiasco. I had been on his phone checking things out when I saw some disturbing texts. Nothing over the top disturbing. I was grateful after our...
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Up, down, up, down...Just when it feels like things are going well... crash and burn.In the early months after DDay, it was mostly because every little thing set me off. I was a wreck. My pulse...
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Just sorta realized that if my husband and I had followed my grandmother's advice, we'd both be in a better place.She told me that marriage was a garden that needed daily tending - and to find joy in...
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Two weeks ago I was suicidal. (Maybe three?) I couldn't take the pain, anymore. I really felt like nothing would ever, ever change. Then I started looking at options and realized that there...
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Well, except this isn't my first journal entry, just my first here. I have my own blog which I've kept since late 1999, but it doesn't feel safe to write there after finding out the OW had stalked...
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Generally feeling grumpy for no particular reason. I have tried pinpointing exactly what the issue is and have failed miserably.Oh, sure, I know everyone gets the "icky blue fuzzies" sometimes and...
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H's affair started in the summer. I would say it was just blossoming, maybe not even really an emotional affair until September. In September it became physical. Muddling through *this*...
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A friend recently said something very touching to me. His wife cheated on him years ago. They have been divorced almost as long as they were married, now. However, when she was preparing to...
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I want to journal. Want to write the good stuff - funny how we make time for the bad stuff but not the good?Except - that's why I'm not going to write all the stuff I want tonight cos I'm just...
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The holidays are always hard on me. Most years, I find myself back in with my therapist around October - sometimes as early as September - discussing how to manage my expectations and keep my...
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My husband leaves me little love notes, especially on my computer keyboard where he knows I'll stumble upon them during the day. Sometimes they are notes to let me know he's gone out, where he's...
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(Disclaimer: Some information has been changed/removed to preserve anonymity. Some may be triggering. Strong language was used, as well. Also, for some there are parts where my H does not truly...
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I have plotted a billion revenge plots in my head in the last ten months. Some were as outlandish as they get, some were more violent than I thought I'd ever consider, and some were so conniving...
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