Allora
Status: Today is a brand new day - fresh with no mistakes in it. Yet.
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A quote from the late Dr. Shirley Glass, "There are no winners in the resolution of extramarital triangles - only survivors," really struck me.When a CS moves on and leaves a BS behind, it always...
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It's my birthday. :)
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I made it through DDay on the 5th just fine. Truth be told, I didn't even think of it as DDay the whole day. Didn't even remember it was. Days leading up to it, I had a bit of anxiety. I even...
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This past week has been filled with triggers. Dec. 5 is DDay so it's no wonder. I've been wrestling with a lot of anxiety and depression, which is sadly "normal" for this time of year, but...
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I keep trying to focus on what's important. I keep trying to remember the reason I'm doing this. Today has been rough but I have been practicing asking for what I need/want.Before H left for work...
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One hour til the 18th. Last year on the 18th was Thanksgiving. Yeah, yeah, I know. Last year is last year. Live in the moment. I don't seem to be able to do that right now.Last year on the...
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Today I will make mistakes. And get messy. Today I will be grateful for what is in front of me and will jump the hurdles in front of me, rather than worrying about those that are halfway around...
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Generally feeling grumpy for no particular reason. I have tried pinpointing exactly what the issue is and have failed miserably.Oh, sure, I know everyone gets the "icky blue fuzzies" sometimes and...
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H's affair started in the summer. I would say it was just blossoming, maybe not even really an emotional affair until September. In September it became physical. Muddling through *this*...
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A friend recently said something very touching to me. His wife cheated on him years ago. They have been divorced almost as long as they were married, now. However, when she was preparing to...
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I want to journal. Want to write the good stuff - funny how we make time for the bad stuff but not the good?Except - that's why I'm not going to write all the stuff I want tonight cos I'm just...
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The holidays are always hard on me. Most years, I find myself back in with my therapist around October - sometimes as early as September - discussing how to manage my expectations and keep my...
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My husband leaves me little love notes, especially on my computer keyboard where he knows I'll stumble upon them during the day. Sometimes they are notes to let me know he's gone out, where he's...
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(Disclaimer: Some information has been changed/removed to preserve anonymity. Some may be triggering. Strong language was used, as well. Also, for some there are parts where my H does not truly...
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I have plotted a billion revenge plots in my head in the last ten months. Some were as outlandish as they get, some were more violent than I thought I'd ever consider, and some were so conniving...
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