gonna cut.......

so i cut tuesday morning and i almost cut again today.....i had my tool ready, but i didn't....i know i'm going to though.....my mom just wants me to snap out of it....i see my psychiatrist tomorrow and i'm afraid she might admit me, so i'll juts hafta wait and see.....i realyl wanan cut and my mom won't be home for another 30 minutes....grrrr.....just wanna cut and make the imperfections on the outside match the inside....grrr!!!!!