hypocrite........

so i went to therapy yesterday and this whole MERE thing was mainly the topic we talked about.....i've used people and lied to my parents about being with certain people but i've never TOLD them about it.....and i was always still friends with them and didn't just use them as an excuse, we still did stuff......and i always used them as an excuse to go to J's house and have sex.....and so i was telling my therapist that i was judging MERE thinking that she was a "lying, slutty, bitch".....but then i realized i couldn't call her that unless i called MYSELF that b/c i had done the same thing.....lied to my parents to have sex......it just really hurts that i hafta label myself as that, too.....it just hurts    :(