HPV.........

my OB/GYN called me yesterday in therapy and i answered the call...she said my PAPSmear showed abnormal cells and it shows that i have HPV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was in shock and then i just about burst into tears......my therapist and i spent the rest of my session talking about it.....and she called my other therapist that i'll see tomorrow....i called my mom and told her and she said that we would talk about it when she got home....she was really supportive and telling me it was okay to cry etc. etc...i feel awful....it is TOTALLY my fault and God....i'm so pissed at myself!!!!! gonna cut now....