used......

so yesterday in one of my classes we had this really big test.....well we got the paper last tuesday and we had to write down how it was supposed to do it since we had to interpret it....welllll this one girl, we'll call her MERE was seeing her boyfriend on thursday....and my friend G me and our other friend S were going to meet up halfway between our houses on saturday night to work on this story....MERE never met us there....wellllli found out yesterday that MERE's mom doesn't like her visitng her boyfriend....and MERE to cover her own ass lied to her mom and said,"oh, i'm having a sleepover with G and val.....and then we're going to a deaf coffee chat.."!!!!!!! i was pissed!!!!!!!!!! and i confornted her and said,"i don't appreciate you using me.." among other things....i was very nice and didn't swear or anything.....well she said,"i'm sorry...i didn't mean to use you..." etc. etc......well that made me feel awful....the fact that she said that she used me made me feel sooooo sad inside.....she said that she used me, so she either DID use me or doesn't care about my feelings....i dunno.....i feel so broken and used and everything....and she didn't even tell me....i had ot find out from G b/c MERE told G.....makes me feel so broken and used and like i'm not important...    :(