valgal18
Status: other grandma in hospital and grandpa just passed away
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so a few days ago i was in a really bad place....i took some emergency meds. took a nap and i was better.....now i'm focussed back on my school work and i;m doing a lot better....so glad it didn't...
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i wanna cut......my friend made things so much worse last night.....i'm not mad at her, i'm just frustrated.....i understand where she's coming from, but it didn't work....she doesn't...
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a kid asked me today at work why my stomach was so big.....ED came in my head and i was trying to look for support.....my mom didn't comment so i reached out to my friend....and my friend made it...
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i woke up this morning with a massive headache and then as the day went on i couldn't keep ANYTHING in.....including water....i feel like i have a stomach virus or food poisoning.....i'm really...
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i had a really unpleasant dream last night....i won't go into detail.....it's gonna be one of the major topics of disucssion this week in therapy......it was scary, but in a psychological type of...
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still really good and positive...had some urges/wants to restrict today, but didn't.....no urges to cut, except for like a fleeting thought last week....getting stuff done adn i'm focussed and making...
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i've been doing really good....make some friends at school that i can talk with and eat lunch with.....school is going really good....kinda overwhelmed and i had one tiny urge to self injure, but...
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today was my first day of school.....i was very optimistic and very ready for it all....i think becasue i expected it, it wasn't as overwhleming....still a little overwhelming, but less than last...
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it's been awhile since i journaled, but i've been feeling really good...i'm doing great!!!!!!!!! in a good and positive place and feeling really confident.....i spent about a week with my parents in...
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i passed my summer school class with an A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i checked my grade today...i got an 90% on the research paper-i thought i was gona get a B-and then i got an 93%...
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woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONE WITH SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i proved all those...
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i was gonna have breakfast for dinner tonight....i was gonna have some hard boiled eggs and waffle sticks and carrots and stuff.....i was gonna have that, but then i saw that i only had 2 eggs....so...
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yesterday when i was driving home from work i was pretty pissed off....i work with 3 other girls on saturdays and one girl, M, did absoulutly nothing yesterday.....she sat on her butt the whole...
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since i restricted for over 20 hours today my stomach is KILLING me!!!!!!!!!! i feel like i'm seriously gonna puke.....i kinda do to make my stomach feel better.....like last night, i'm mad at...
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well i told my mom that i was restricting and she said she didn't know what to say....she asked me if it was because i didn't wanna go to school and i said,"NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" pissed that she...
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