urges.......

i wanna cut......my friend made things so much worse last night.....i'm not mad at her, i'm just frustrated.....i understand where she's coming from, but it didn't work....she doesn't understand.....why is it when no one understands i get worse??? i've been doing so well!!!!!! i KNEW i was gonna lose it sometime soon....grrrrasdasdadadafsbgsfbboihSRE98YEQOHJMAVD that's how i feel.....disjointed....i'm gonna call my therapist and see if she can fit me in sometime this afternoon...hopefully she can help....