crying.........
well i told my mom that i was restricting and she said she didn't know what to say....she asked me if it was because i didn't wanna go to school and i said,"NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" pissed that she was asked...then she asked if it was becasue she stayed too long and i said no again.....my mom sounded like she didn't even care.....she said she didn't know what to say and then said that she hates to see me go down and have trouble because i was doing so well......and then when i told her about me talking about me telling my therapist that i wasn't going back my mom says,"well is that really necessary??" i guess not, mom.....i guess not......i guess i'm not strong enough to eat.....i guess i'm just another worhtless person who doesn't deserve the time of day....thanks......i don't wanna be here anymore!!!!!
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That was the same route I went when my mom told me she didn\'t believe I was r*ped. I attempted suicide three times. Obviously that didn\'t work well for me. I don\'t like when people tell me not to do something to myself because it will hurt THEM. I prefer people to listen to how it is hurting me and making me want to hurt me. I don\'t know you very well yet. Could you tell me what is hurting you that makes you want to hurt you? I know it\'s personal, so I will understand if you don\'t want to.