Ya know...... I don't really care too much any more , but my suspicion is that he is using klonopin tranquilizers again. wouldn't be so annoying if he was tranquil. makes him defensive and weird. oh well.
on a brighter note i am reading a nice little book called "you can create an exceptional life" i am pleasantly surprised that i like it since it is not my usual choice category. i am feeling grateful that i do not have the emotional baggage and guilt that my husband has. i have enough stuff of my own but..... it doesn't suck being me.
one day i woke up and "got it" i CAN be happy, i am allowed to be happy, and my happiness has not one thing to do with my husband. he broke our contract over and over and yet i still felt bound to it. i don't know why. now i consider it null and void. and happy to be moving along.
on a brighter note i am reading a nice little book called "you can create an exceptional life" i am pleasantly surprised that i like it since it is not my usual choice category. i am feeling grateful that i do not have the emotional baggage and guilt that my husband has. i have enough stuff of my own but..... it doesn't suck being me.
one day i woke up and "got it" i CAN be happy, i am allowed to be happy, and my happiness has not one thing to do with my husband. he broke our contract over and over and yet i still felt bound to it. i don't know why. now i consider it null and void. and happy to be moving along.
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Good for you. \"he broke our contract over and over and yet I still felt bound to it\" That really hits home. I have a huge sense of loyalty, and the guilt that goes along with it. I know loyalty is usually a good thing, but not when you are loyal to someone who isn\'t. (((HUGS))) So glad you are getting happy!!