EmmaammE

im really feeling the hunger this evening. ive eaten 2 chinese spare ribs ands rice wiv nuts and sweetcorn in it so there is no need but my tummy really hurts.I started tap dancing lessons last...

life is shit and no 1 actally cares so ive quit im going back to my old ways. i no as soon as i get it all back i will be happier and better. who cares about the guilt why should i feel guilty about...

ok so im tons better now and starting to fight again thanks everyone for loving me even tho im crap! I went to the dr and there is nothing they can do. im not even close enough to be sent to...

so my head is spinning it feels detatched from the erst of my body. my concentration is nonexsistant. im trying to watch tv but havent got a clue whats going on. 16 laxatives not reqlly had much of...

4 days no eating. Lushness! and by the time my mum comes abck it will be 8 days. im gona be so much better for it.      + about 160 - 200 diet pills. think i might have a bit of an addiction

I can do this! a whole weekend with out mum alothough i need plans for monday but i can come and go as i want walk allday and eat whatever i want. im feeling better already. i said didnt i 3 days and...

i havent eaten for 2 days and my mum isnt talking to me. its actually 3 days but she doesnt no that! GRRRRRR. why is she treating me like this

I think my laptop is about to break again! well i cried my self to sleep last night, if you can really call it sleep, i spent pretty much the whole night curled under my duvet watchint the walls and...

Ok so im probably n ot dying! well not just yet but i feel so awful that i may aswell be. Can diet pills kill you? im taking about 40 three times a day thats like 120 a day, im not even sure they are...

i thinkm im dying

I feel dead on the inside. My exsistance is only that which you can see. Its almost like im just waiting for my body to catch up and die on the outside. i know its horrible to talk that way but its...

i actually want to die, to wake up and be far far away where people trust and food hasnt been invented bodies are beautiful and this horrible swirly wirly feeling inside of me disapears. where i dont...

ok its time to fess up.......ive been taking laxatives again. not many but still hey ho i guess its why its called an addiction!

2 months since ive taken laxatives

Nothing but flesh and bones………  He made the things we can see and the things we can’t see—such as thrones, kingdoms, rulers, and authorities in the unseen world. Everything was created...