I think my laptop is about to break again! well i cried my self to sleep last night, if you can really call it sleep, i spent pretty much the whole night curled under my duvet watchint the walls and the celing. my friend said these things take time but how much time do i have left? my body is racing against time how much longer can it hold out before falling apart under all the abuse im giving it. i dunno maybe itll be a good thing just to collapse with exhaustion, ill be out of having to worry about living for a while.