EmmaammE

just to warn you im about to let off steam..... I havent taken laxatives, purged, binged or done anything im not suppose to do so why do i feel so crap? ive been so extremely tired this week yet i...

i just made myself sick. only eat a ham roll and some crisps in the last 3 days and then chucked it up. i dont think i got it all out coz i feel so full. i cant cope with this anymore

I binged i feel sick and fat - well i guess if im not big enough to control what i eat then i deserve to feel crap

I binged i feel sick and fat - well i guess if im not big enough to control what i eat then i deserve to feel crap

Just remember lifes a bitch and then you die

im really worried about work tomorrow. there is a girl there and none of the other staff like her but she doesnt like us either. anyway on friday she was off sick, we all had to write reports about...

who the fuck are you???  How dare you

thats it im no longer conforming to what people say i should do or what they say is right. im not even alowd to talk to the young people anyone and if they talk to me im suppose to just find a way...

not stopped eating today

the 8th day and ive eaten something mostly just fruit but ive eaten!

day 4 no eating. well i cheated a bit and had a handful of nuts and a piece of cookie but ive walked about 4 miles so shouldnt be too bad. Although i did start to panic and try and make myself sick...

Ok so i dont want to trigger anyone but oh my goodness id totally forgotten how good it felt. They say no pain no gain well for the little discomfort laxatives bring its totally worth it to feel like...

2 days

ive gone the whole day with out eating!

to top feeling crap off my nose is pouring. its sore, itchy and pouring snot and wont stop.