so my head is spinning it feels detatched from the erst of my body. my concentration is nonexsistant. im trying to watch tv but havent got a clue whats going on. 16 laxatives not reqlly had much of an effect. maybe its still to come but probably not. diet pills are doing want they say in the title killing me slowly. my body wants to feel the pain of harming. ive resisted. my body is shaky and limp it has nothing left. last night i woke up to voices in my head telling horrible things. things that will kill me. they have only let me go as far as the garden today. i no im slowly dying but i feel better not eating. im scared i will dye and noone will no. i dont want to dye.
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Emma you have to stop taking the pills before you do kill yourself, emma this is not worth it and you have so much to live for. Seriously now you know better than to suffer in silence go and see your doctor or better still go to your nearest a&e and tell them how you feel they will keep you safe.
i agree with laura28 - u have to stop urself - please find the strength to
xx fbs
This is a horrible place to be in but it doesn\'t last you can pick yourself up. You need to stop taking the cocktail of pills and start taking control. See the dr and know that you are worth it. x