EmmaammE

I no its really bad and i shouldnt do it but the only way i no to break my binge cycle is to feed my mind that starving is a good thing at least then i will eat better or at least healthier. I cant...

ok so the other week i flushed my laxatives down the toilet and about a week later i started to want them. I weighed myself wednesday and i had pilled on loads of weight since then i havent been able...

I can’t do this anymore! Since ive given up laxatives ive pilled on the weight and I feel fat lardy and disgusting. Since ive given up laxatives ive give up laxatives ive not stopped eating, I...

I feel fat and lardy but still want to eat everything in sight im really full not even hungry. what do i do?

I feel like a big fat heffer today. I had roast lamb and trifle for dinner with friends and i feel really over full and cant wait for laxatives!

well today i have cleaned the whole house and its starting to smell nice. this evening my parent that i adopted here are coming to dinner with me and my sister. We have made home made veggie soup,...

well im back at home. I had a nice time at my mums and now my sister is staying with me until sunday. since ive stopped taking laxatives ive piled on the weight omg so much. mega need to sort it...

I WANT LAXATIVES!!! i feel so fat and crappy and really coz im so tired but i want them i want to empty my stomach!

Im really struggling this evening. Ive eaten 3 times 2day and im feel very full. I want my magic pills but i flushed them down the loo!  Ive had so much more energy today and generally felt a lot...

So ive been told today by my psychiatrist that i have to quit the laxatives by the next 4 weeks or im possibly gona end up in an Ed clinic and i dont want that so here goes nothing! Ow and ive lost a...

I dont know what to say. Ive run out of words. Ive put on weight i feel huge not just fat but huge!!! Im tired. i just cant do this anymore. I hate being this way. Ive started to get fidgety now coz...

Not written on here for ages!!!  Ive lost 5lb in 5 days yay me!

do you think you still go to heaven if you die before your suppose to?

as of today i am on my own no longer will i ask for help from anyone i dont want people to think i am attention seeking! all i want in life is friendship but if that makes me an attention seeker then...

since ive moved back home ive had to start the whole support thing again. I cant have a counsellor coz my doctor doesnt really have any that would take me on. So the psychiatrist was his next best...