Today was good i was feeling so much better and laughed lots. Now everything is wrong! i was suppose to met my counsellor for the 1st time but i couldnt find the place in the dark and i must have got the time wrong aswel coz there was no1 there, but if i did get the time wrong why didnt they call to see what had happened? I just dont understand it. Im so tired tired of fighting and trying all the time, tired of trying to please people and be what everyone wants me to be, tired of working hard just to get nowhere. Everything within me aches i keep feeling sort of dizzy/disorientated/light headed i cant really describe it. Everything seems like a huge effort things that i love doing. i dont no anymore.
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oh hun, im so sorry you had to go through that. just know that i am thinking of you in your pain and praying that things will settle down for you. hang in there hun, dont let this take you in. sending you lots of love and prayers xo
yeah why didnt they call is that not there job to make sure your safe, you are suffering and they should see that, really wish i could help let me know if there is anything that i can do