i feel so empty like i dont really exsist i cant feel anything. i want to sleep and curl under my duvet but im trying not to. just want to sleep all the time. i dont want to die but i think i am dying i dont no why that is going through my head but its disturbing  and i want it to go. i cant concentrate i dont like silence so  i always have the radio on but i cant really listen to it. i think i have to sleep its too strong and my eyes keep closing my body feels asleep already.