Why is it that when your in the doctors you feel fine but when you come out you dont?! I had my usual check up with the doctor this afternoon and although im not feeling so bad there was lots i wanted to tell her but as soon as i got in there i just couldnt talk to her. It didnt seem to matter. She thinks im a lot better coz i smiled and was quite animated compared to normal but as soon as i got out i was like your so dumb! im still not feeling well. I havent told her that im not eating and that i feel dizzy/disorentated/light headed and that my ears still hurt. The last 2 days ive wanted to sleep midday but as soon as i think about closing my eyes i hear this voice saying dont sleep you wont wake up! Ive texted my friend to ask if we can chat so hopefully that will help. i want to sleep again!