ive had 10 laxatives today and im gona have 2 more before i sleep. i binged on chocolate earlier and felt sick i need to get rid of it. my stomach really hurts and i feel so weak and ill. ive not been able to wake up all day. i have no energy to cut even tho ive had urges all day. oh man that would be so good and id feel so much better if i could do it. im so lame to being able to do it. what do i do. i just want to eat the whole box. yuk i can stil taste chocolate all that fat and calories. why cant i be more controlled? I feel so ill my head really hurts and my stomach oh my goodness. im going to go sleep now i think