ARGH my doctor who i love and i think she is really amazing said something really dumb today and made me slightly mad. she said well see it as a new start/life here and try and make the most of it. well if it was that easy i wouldnt need to spend half my life see you would i!!! then she said well try not to cut even if its just for me! WHAT if i cant stop for me how can i stop for anyone else?! oh i dont no what to do coz now if i do then she will be cross with me wont she? she wants to increase my tablets but said that she would wait to see what the psychiatrist person says.