ok people so today in about half an hour is judgement day. yesterday i sent a letter to my dr being completely honest with her. in fact it was my really long journal entry so if anyone wants to read they can. Anyway i was due to see her today but she called last night saying it was really important that i actually came today so she obviously read my letter. im now very scared! so people if you dont hear from me again its coz they have locked me in the looney cupboard and thrown away the keys never to return to society again!!! LOL