BrooklynnMB
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- Not sure why but I miss him a lot today. I almost texted him, but I didn't. I almost looked at his Facebook, but I didn't. Still feeling sad though.
- First of all I want to say thanks because you have all become a good support system for me and I appreciate it!That being said I need some advice. He just texted me, asked how my weekend was, I think because he saw pictures of me out and about on...
- I did it again... I slept until about noon and then just basically stayed in bed until I had to go to work at 2pm. I got out of bed at 1:42 pm. Took a super fast shower and got dressed. I was two minutes late to work.I blew off walking with a...
- Why did you say you wanted to get back together? why would you play games with me? why would you lie when we dated for five years, got engaged, broke up, got back together after a year and a half and stay with me for six months if you wanted to be...
- Trying to move on so I put myself out there on a couple dating been broken up a couple weeks but this past 6 months that we were together we weren't really "together." He wasn't treating me well. Before that we were together 5 years but that ended 2...
- It's been over a week since our break up and last week I was slowly getting better, doing things with friends, keeping busy. This week I've gone backwards. I went on his Facebook and looked at past posts and sobbed. We were so happy at one time. He...
- Yesterday I had off and I slept the whole day. I don't even know how that was possible. I was even able to sleep at night, how I don't know. I feel awful. I don't know why I am taking this breakup so hard. I feel like I'll never be happy again. He...
- I was feeling better but I think I took a few steps back. Yesterday I had the day off. I don't even know how but I slept all day and still was able to sleep at night. Today I work at 2 and I've been doing nothing. My apartment is a mess and I hate...
- God I miss him..I really hate feeling so alone and lonely..
- I'm not so angry at him anymore. Now I just keep thinking about back when we were happy 2gether and I get sad. We first started seeing each other 8 years ago... 8 years! That is such a long time. I miss him so much in my life. I am hurting really...
- He broke up with me Sunday, his birthday was Monday. Today I texted him happy birthday... Ugh I feel stupid. He didn't reply... of course! I didn't think he would... We never established NC but I'm guessing it is best. This really sucks. I miss him...
- Ugh I want to go to his facebook page and see what he's been up to, and see who is posting on his walls. WHY DO I WANT TO TORTURE MYSELF THAT WAY!!!!???? I know I'm writing on here a lot, and I'm sorry, but I'm doing it to keep busy and keep myself...
- I want to yell at him! Tell him how bad it hurts...
- Why would he be so.. cold... stringing me along when he wanted to end it four months ago. When I asked him point blank many times if he really wanted this and he said "yes.." meanwhile he went on a date with a different girl and asked for her phone...
- He ended things yesterday, today is his birthday? Do I contact him through text or call to say happy birthday