BrooklynnMB
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- on days off I stay in bed until 2 and then stay on the couch crying or watching tv until it's time to go to bed again. When I work or have school Aust least I get out but I'm fighting back tears the whole time and can't wait until I get back to the...
- Last night I had a dream that we were together again, then when I woke up it hit me even harder than usual that I'm not his girl anymore. It hit me really hard. I can't believe I'm not his girl anymore.
- After 2 and a half months of my ex and I spending a couple nights a week together, him saying sometimes he can see it working sometimes he can't I couldn't hold in my emotions anymore. Yes I broke up with him and I don't deserve him back but I think...
- So I've been sleeping like 16 hours a day. It's my only escape from how bad I feel.
- I honestly can't see myself without my ex. I don't want to live without him. How do you move on when the person you're trying to move on from is someone you can't see yourself without?
- Takes the edge off, but I still feel anxious. Not as anxious as without the lorazepam but still anxious. Now I also feel drowsy, unable to concentrate, dizzy and nauseous from the lorazepam and I'm still anxious!!?? Anyone else have these effects?...
- Ugh last night I was doing better. I took a bubble bath, relaxed, fell sleep and actually slept until 8 am this morning. First night in months I've not woken up in the middle of the night. I'm sure the lorazepam I was prescribed yesterday helped...
- I know this is not realistic but I find myself selfishly thinking at times that my situation is worse than other break ups. I dumped him, and it was a mistake so it is all my fault! I've known him since I was 19 and he is my best friend so I lost a...
- My anxiety over a breakup has gotten so bad I can't sleep. I wake up during the night and feel like I'm going to crawl out of my skin. My whole body feels like it's on fire and like tingly I don't know it's hard to describe but I can feel it...
- You've all given me great advice and I'm sorry for not taking it. It's not that I don't think you all had good advice and I took it to heart I really did. Right now though I can't seem to get off my couch. For the last 4 days I've only gotten off...
- Just wondering if anyone out there has ever broken up with a boyfriend/girlfriend during a manic stage. I'm not sure if I have, but I know when I broke up with my boyfriend I was not in a normal state of mind. Now I'm feeling sooo depressed over it.
- Ok I know you all are probably tired of hearing for me and it seems like I don't listen to your advice. That's not true, I do listen, and some days are better than others. Today is a very very bad day.I can't eat, I can't sleep, and I don't have any...
- Ok so Wednesday was a little better. Today and yesterday not so much. I'm no longer obsessing about him with someone else but now I'm obsessing about leaving him last July and what a huge mistake I made. It's done and over with I can't go back, but...
- My ex and I have been hanging out and things are going pretty good. He even said he can see us long term. Last week I made a BIG mistake. I was checking my email on his computer and he left his facebook up. I looked at it. Stupid, stupid, stupid....
- You guys were right. I've been obsessed. I've been torturing myself. Well, today I stayed at school from 8:30-4:30, did a lot of studying after class with a friend, had lunch with a friend, and went to a meeting to join a honor club at school I was...