BrooklynnMB
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- I go on Facebook out of boredom bur it only makes me more depressed. Seeing the gap between me and others.
- https://youtu.be/EJ_S5Rjt_iIAnyone else think it's being accurate?
- Ugh for some reason I am so irritated with everyone today. Not my patients but my coworkers. Today I am feeling pretty depressed and one of the symptoms of my depression is that I lose my sense of humor. I am tired of fake laughing and fake...
- I am doing a little better. Got all my bills paid. Cleaned. Visited friends. Had a friend over. But I'm still not 100%. I'm still sleeping until noon. Well until ten and then getting out of bed at noon. I'm so tired. Depression sucks. I...
- Ok, so I didn't get out of bed until 2. Stayed on couch until 4 and it started out another depressin day but then i finally got motivated and tired of moping around. So, I went and bought myself a new couch today. Been needing one. Mine had holes...
- Thanks for the responses on all my posts.A small part of me wants to just check myself into a hospital and get help on a daily basis. But, I have responsibilities. I have a full time job and a dog to take care of. Despite how hard it is for me to...
- Every time I take the step to getting better the next day I fall again. Yesterday it took all the strength I had just to brush my teeth. Yes, I make it to work, and do a good job. I don't know how to take that motivation and apply it to my...
- Today I didn't get out of bed until 1 pm. And only because I had to because I work at 2. I'm so tired of feeling this way. I find pleasure in NOTHING. Today I woke up at 8 after 8 hours of sleep and wanted to stay in bed just an extra hour. Ended...
- I don't know why today is so hard, especially after I felt a little better yesterday.Maybe because I saw my sister and nephews yesterday and waking up all alone in my empty apt was depressing. I'm tired of being alone.I feel this heaviness over me....
- Yesterday was bad. I stayed in bed until 2 pm and then moved to the couch where I stayed all day until I fell asleep on that same couch around midnight. Today I went to my sister's for easter. I almost didn't. The 2 hour drive to her house seemed...
- Tomorrow I'm going to try to get out of bed before noon. I'm going to try to shower and take care of myself. I'm going to try. After weeks of not getting out of bed until noon, and then only getting off the couch if I work at 2, it will be hard,...
- I hate being alone but I hate being with people. When someone I'm with laughs and looks at me I have to laugh too and I am sick of pretending. An old friend wants to stop by tomorrow but it gives me so much anxiety. I don't want them to come. I...
- So sick of this. I'm depressed, have no motivation to do anything.
- I failed again. I stayed in bed until 1 pm. Just enough time to get up in time for work at 2 pm. Tomorrow I want to get up at a decent hour, not sleep 11 hours and do something before work. Like walk the dog. I need some support that I can do...
- I only recently was diagnosed with bipolar. I was manic in September. Was prescribed abilify and prozac. Now I'm depressed and I'm afraid to take my abilify. I'm afraid it will make it worse