missingmyabby

Dearest,   It's Christmas Eve, Very difficult without you. I'm not doing the candles or the music tonight. I can't, I just can't. I never lost anyone so important in my life. I'm not ready, maybe...

Dearest,                What a scene!!! She didn't know. She asked about you. I answered as matter-of-factly as I could. I saw her eyes getting watery and I said "Oh no you can't do...

Dearest,    This sleep thing is beginning to bug me. I know, I complain every winter. I sleep 14 hours a day and walk around yawning. How much sleep can a woodchuck chuck for crying out loud? ...

Dearest,           I didn't officially get out of bed today until 1:30 pm. Oh sure I was up at 6:00am and ate breakfast and fed the cats but I went right back to bed after that. I slept...

Dearest,               Man, I got a lot done today! I am impressed! Everything is vacuumed, the non-carpeted areas are all shiny, waxed. Every dirty dish has been washed, all the...

Dearest,              Well I did Nothing today! Slept late, made waffles, went grocery shopping, did a load of laundry and that's it! attained none of my goals. They had egg-nog at the...

Dearest,               I went to visit you today. I told you all my problems, talked about the holidays and cried. I placed a little greenery in front of your headstone and I thought it...

Dearest,            Finally! I'm done with work for the year! First thing I plan on doing is sleeping. May sleep a couple of days. Then I'm going to make some of my favorite things,...

Dearest,      Not much time to write tonight, lots to get done! Not much eventful happened today anyway. Getting caught up at work. Tomorrow is my last day before I have 15 days off. Weather was...

Dearest,            The other day I wanted to get some pics from your computer to mine, rather than walk a thumb drive across the house I just e-mailed them to myself.Today’s an...

Dearest,            Today’s earworm has been “Old Friends”, gee I wonder why? I’ve been very melancholy all day. Reminiscing, and wandering through memories, I’m feeling very old...

Dearest,            Another damn Monday without you. I’m very angry lately. Mostly I’m angry at myself, I think. Somehow this is all my fault. I don’t know how but somehow. Doctor...

Dearest,            I got a lot done today! Kristin was even impressed. I recorded and saved your voice message. Was easy I just did it the old way on the computer, your laptop actually....

Dearest,             Well, I got Sox to the vet without much trouble.The vet says he has an irregular heartbeat (so who doesn't?). Wants me to bring him in again after the holidays to see...

Dearest,            The end of another sad, lonely week. It was 8°, so cold, it warmed up to 24° by the time I got home tonight. I remember how you hated this weather. How you complained...