missingmyabby

Dearest,  Just as I completed the last of the shoveling, it began to snow. I went in to check the weather, it's supposed to snow till midnight. Perhaps another 2-3 inches. I got depressed, after the...

Dearest,    It started snowing about daybreak, still snowing, there's about a foot of it piled up out there already. It's not supposed to stop until tomorrow sometime. I came home in the snow to a...

Dearest,    Yesterday I tried to write to you in a more uplifting tone and decided to try to be inspirational. Don't you know I inspired myself? I couldn't believe it, I felt so much better. It's...

Dearest,     I'm sitting here paging through the Burpee seed catalog, dreaming of spring, thinking of you. I'm so tired of winter and it's just begun. What shall I plant? I won't change the...

Dearest,  Back to work today {sigh}, I think I hate going to work. I need to be retrained, I even forgot the password for my phone, how embarrassing. It was so tiring, In some ways I feel that I...

Dearest,How different the world looks now. How dingy and silly. Things that I once thought necessary and required now just seem trivial and pretentious. I watch the lonely people hurry about on their...

Dearest,  Oh, what a sad day. I cried on and off all day. I am barely keeping it together now. I have to keep stopping. Lydia and Halina were here all day. They wanted to look at pictures, visit the...

Dearest,            Okay, how can a guy with no life be so busy? Last night I wanted to go to bed early, got on the phone, as soon as I got off it rang. It kept doing that till well after...

Dearest,  It's New Year's Eve! Exactly one year ago today at about this time we were in the hospital, I went to get something for you and came back to your room asking "What's with these people?"....

Dearest,   Once again I have to start out with What a Day! Up and out of bed at about the usual time 7:00, the well guy was supposed to arrive first thing, 8:30 no well guy. 9:00 call him on his...

Dearest,   What a day! Firstly, I seem to have reached my capacity for sleep. Awoke at 3:30 am and it was like I was up for the day. Amused myself for a couple of hours until I heard the coffee pot...

Dearest,    As in a tale of two cities, It was the worst of times, let's face it, It was the worse of times. I woke up this morning (technically it was still morning) to no water. After some quick...

Dearest,   Lots of snow! Seems like all I did was deal with it, I was remembering how we used to do it together and worry about each other, and fight. Was nice remembering but so sad, I didn't cry...

Dearest,           I didn't really get going as early as I'd hoped. Fooling around and reading, when I did get to the store I was shocked!  Apparently word haad leaked out that it was...

Dearest,  Spent the morning with Kristin, Pat and the grandsons. Was kinda fun, the kids help me forget, they have a constant string of small tragedies which they react to with their entire being....