missingmyabby

Dearest,            I had a bad day yesterday, remembering last year on my birthday, remembering you. I was feeling mightily sorry for myself and was feeling royally misused and abused....

Dearest,            One year ago today, I spent the day pacing the halls of Lenox Hill Hospital. Worried about you, scared that I might lose you, frustrated in my impotence. You underwent...

Dearest,            I got the driveway cleared and your car dug out so that I can take it to Jack’s tomorrow for a new headlight. I have fallen behind on the roof raking and the icicles...

Dearest,            The weather is making me crazy! Very, very cold and it snows like every day. Every other day it snows a significant amount. Last night the 1” predicted turned into...

Dearest,            I awoke this morning and looked at the weather station, I have to stop doing that, it said –4°. I looked out the window, it was snowing a good steady snow. I put the...

Dearest,            You scared the crap out of me! There I was, typing away on the computer and, out of the corner of my eye, I saw you coming up behind me. I turned to smile, there was no...

Dearest,            I was thinking about you a lot today. There’s a big empty space in my life, it’s where you used to live. So many things are missing, so much information has been...

Dearest, It snowed all day, was quite warm though so with the melting and all we only got another couple of inches or so. I shoveled for an hour when I got home,I dont seem so sore tonight. I guess...

Dearest,            What lovely weather! You’re missing all the fun! First came 4 – 6” of snow, followed by sleet, then freezing rain, then rain. I spent an hour tonight shoveling...

Dearest,     My dearest Abby, please pay as little attention as you like to this journal entry, it's really aimed at the helpful folks who have been reading over my shoulder.  The sugar bowl! It...

Dearest,            Well I cleaned all the ice off of the front walk. The squirrel wars have begun!! I don’t know if I’ll have time to write you in the future, will be too busy...

Dearest,  It was –3° (-19.5C) when I woke up this morning, I crawled back under the covers until it warmed up to .5° (-17.5C). I was so reluctant to go outside that I did half of Sunday’s...

Dearest,  I broke the sugar bowl this morning, yes again. The top flipped and broke the bottom, wierd! Then I realized that I don't know where to buy another sugar bowl. I think that I used to know!...

Dearest,            I did talk to you last night but this site lost it. We had 18” of new snow! With what’s on the ground now that’s about 30” down. Tonight it’s supposed to get...

Dearest,  Yes, I did not write yesterday. It was so quiet here and there were so many chores that, when I was done, I fell asleep, later I got to chatting on the internet until it was too late. The...