missingmyabby

Dearest, Mondays are so hard, I don't want to get up, I don't want to go to work, I don't want to do anything. Had some errands to run after work, spoke with the lawyer, spoke with HR about 401K...

Dearest, I even washed the curtains in the laundry room. They don't look as neat as when you hang them but they're clean. Most of the yard work is done too! I just have the corner where the morning...

Dearest, Am feeling quite poetic today, I know you think my taste in poetry trivial, none the less I began thinking about how my life has gone and wondering if I took a wrong turn as in;I shall be...

Dearest, I spent nearly all day cleaning. I wrestled with that vacuum for hours, attempting to beat it into submission as it coiled around my leg like some segmented boa constrictor. What was spilled...

Yeah, I skipped yesterday, an idiotic comment from a co-worker had me so crazed that I couldn't post or even eat dinner.I had another strange dream last night. It has haunted me all day. I was in a...

Thought I lost something today. Something that Abby gave me. It's amazing how a little thing that you use every day without a thought can become so important when it's suddenly missing. In those few...

I was doing so well. I took a nap when I arrived home from work today, I didn't even think that I'd fallen asleep. I was talking to Abby and she was just the same, then . . . in my dream, I saw...

First of all I'd like to thank everyone for your kind and encouraging comments. I started writing this mostly just to talk to Abby. I didn't know that others would read it, and I didn't care, and I...

Well, they left. Abby's best friend and her husband came too, to help with the clothes. I didn't mind them they seemed to genuinely want to help but Abby's annoying ass sister spent two days here...

I used to look forward to Fridays. The start of the weekend and we would work on our "projects" talk,laugh, and tease each other. Friday was our movie night, I used to look forward to it. I know Abby...

I think I'm proud of it. I just can't take all these little trivial things seriously anymore. People seem to think that every little thing that happens to them is earth shattering. I don't, I've been...

Crazy day at work today, I just can't seem to take these people seriously anymore, they get hysterical over every little thing. Someone tried to blame me for a problem that he had caused for himself....

I didn't realize that people would post comments here. I was surprised when I clicked on the wrong button and saw the comments on my journal entries. Sometimes I lapse into private conversations with...

woke up this morning to rain,sleet,and snow. had a bad day at work when I got out it was dark, cold and misting rain. Perfect that's just how I feel, dark,cold,and misty. Had TGIF chicken wings for...

Today was not a good day. I did a lot of running around. Some stuff for work, some personal. Took Abby's car and was listening to her tapes. Had to visit the lawyer to sign papers, talked about...