missingmyabby

Dearest,            Another damn Monday without you. I’m very angry lately. Mostly I’m angry at myself, I think. Somehow this is all my fault. I don’t know how but somehow. Doctor...

Dearest,            I got a lot done today! Kristin was even impressed. I recorded and saved your voice message. Was easy I just did it the old way on the computer, your laptop actually....

Dearest,             Well, I got Sox to the vet without much trouble.The vet says he has an irregular heartbeat (so who doesn't?). Wants me to bring him in again after the holidays to see...

Dearest,            The end of another sad, lonely week. It was 8°, so cold, it warmed up to 24° by the time I got home tonight. I remember how you hated this weather. How you complained...

Dearest,             Someone asked me if I was going home today. Home, such a strange word. I don't have a home, I'm homeless. I live in a house. A cold, lonely place that I haunt like a...

Dearest,            I received the snottiest e-mail possibly ever in my life from your sister yesterday. I promised I wouldn't fight with her so that's it, I've had enough. I'm in no mood...

Dearest,                Do you like your stone? I hope everything is spelled correctly and I hope the punctuation is correct. I assume so because if it were not so you'd already be...

Dearest,             Spoke with Robin tonight. Still fighting this nasty cold. I am not fighting with your sister but I sent her an e-mail asking why Phil's memorial stone was not in...

Dearest,After I got back from grocery shopping today I was doing some paperwork for you when I found the stash of cards and poems I sent/gave you. I cried all afternoon. Nothing was accomplished....

Dearest,                 Everyday is a sad day now but I think I'm going to rename this day to Sadderday. One year ago today you called me from the highway because you were to...

Dearest,             Wednesday the power went out, wind storm, it was out from 12:30 pm until 1:10 am. I got nothing done Wednesday, so last night I had to run like crazy trying to catch...

Dearest,            I had a very, very busy day at work. A quiet day at home though. I learned a lesson, never read your own journal. It made me remember and cry and cry all over again....

I've dreamed about Abby but usually I don't see her and she hasn't spoken to me since before the funeral. I had a terribly busy day at work today, rolling out a new phone system. When I got home I...

Dearest,        Spent the day at Kristin's. Eric is old enough now to be really cute and demanding, his communication skills are to the point that I can understand ninety percent of what he...

Dearest,What a busy day! I went to the lumber yard, I was good, only spent about $40. Got the wood I needed and then actually worked on the kitchen some. I was cooking and while I was waiting for...