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Um...ya...um...my brain is exhausted! I've been living alone for so long I forgot what energy it requires to interact with others all day long! I must admit I had a whirl wind of emotions twirling in a cyclone not knowing where to land. I had to seperate from my company for a while to fight from switching. I did some crying. I could not believe how much I missed her. I also felt very awkward at times not knowing how to interact with her and her boyfriend. We are redefining our relationship, but I'm sure what that will look like.
I'm tired. And concerned because the desire to cut is showing it's ugly face today. Sorry I'm not there for you my friends. I did not realize how much this visit would consume me.
God....Help!
I'm tired. And concerned because the desire to cut is showing it's ugly face today. Sorry I'm not there for you my friends. I did not realize how much this visit would consume me.
God....Help!
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I think you are handling all of this admirably my friend. Don\'t beat up on yourself for wanting to cut. Just remember that will only make you feel worse about yourself. I am praying you will have the strength to resist this temptation. I am here if you need to vent. Hang in there. Sending hugs your way.
I understand how tiring company can be and I think you are doing really well. Please don\'t cut. I hope and pray you will find the strength to resist the cutting. Hang in there my friend...
hang in there with resisiting the self-injury. It\'s good that you take breaks to get away for a while so you can let yourself feel. Redefining relationship is hard. I bet you can do it though.
Take deep breaths and hang in there. I know the feelings are hard to resist but you are strong and can make it through this. I hope things turn around for you soon.