I can't shake this feeling like something major is going to happen to me soon.  I have a bad feeling about it and I don't know what to make of it.  I missed my appointment last week with my counselor...don't really care either way about that though...I'm still not sure she's the right one for me.  Yesterday I went geocaching with a couple people I know.  We walked for probably about 6 hours...including some rock hopping and climbing up and down some rock hills.  It was fun though.  We found 10 caches.  I've found more since the start of September then I usually find in an entire year so that's pretty cool.  I'm really sore now though and walking like an old grannie.  LOL.I have an appointment in the morning with my psychiatrist.  I need to tell her about my sleep.  I'm noticing a trend that according to others I've talked to isn't "normal".  After a full day of being outdoors and very active I come home and am physically very exhausted...but mentally I am wired for hours.  So instead of getting a better sleep and I end up having an even harder time then usual getting to sleep.  Also getting more and more periods where I'm overly hyper for no real reason lasting until sometimes 7 or 8 am when I finally start getting to a point where I can sleep.  This stuff severely messes with my sleep schedule which messes with my moods. Tomorrow I've also got to go to the bank.  My bank card isn't working and it tells me to go to a teller so that is something I will have to take care of.  I've had to do a cash advance off my credit card and I really hate HATE hate doing that.Alpha is tomorrow night too so hopefully tomorrow will be busy enough in a good way to keep me occupied.  I also have a lot of laundry to do if time permits so I should be alright.  I can't help feeling on edge and uneasy though.  Something just isn't right.   *shrugs*