My sleep is completely screwed up again.  I think it's just meant to be the opposite of everyone I know.  It was about 7:30am this morning when I fell asleep....and 2:30pm when I woke up.  I feel miserable.  I feel like the world would be better without me.  My appointment tomorrow with my psychiatrist was cancelled because she's sick.  I don't want to go to my other appointment tomorrow with my family doctor...I just want to stay in and hide from the world.  That's about it.  My life is pretty pathetic.