alijoezack

feeling outta control again. have noone to talk to stressed to the maxx... keep freaking on gf cause she not same person as me. is it really normal to just get lost in your own world. why am i so...

made amends with my sister and i feel so much better. she is a very understanding person that i missed having in my life. just wish i hadnt caused her any pain. i dont like hurting people.

my emotions still everywhere. have my good days and bad. the guilt makes me put up walls. i want to be with my gf but feel guilty everytime i think of leaving my kids. she wants same thing but doesnt...

i feel better and calmer. maybe it is all in my head but feeling better is good. trying stay calm cause its a very busy time at work and am in process of loosing my management team. i will work...

im still majorly depressed and battling hard. i just need be more independent and enjoy good times when i have them. i guess being an addict is huge problem for me cause when someone or something...

missed being here... having hard time slowing down my head....been on again off again for last 5 months with a woman. she is kind but im still a mess. im so ready in so many ways to play house...i...

sometimes when i go through hard times i put up walls so i can mentally survive. im so tired of being so damn sensitive. it has made my life very very difficult. it pushes people away. i get scared...

feeling very lost. have taken break from my gf because im emotionally overloaded. i have put up a large wall and it doesnt feel good. short version yes i love her. have known her for years but she...

i torment myself all the time. am i doing the right thing. why am i alive. should i have a life outside of being a mom and working myself to death. i struggle hard day to day. i just want to be a mom...

so tired of being an emotional wreck. im so sensitive and blowing yet another relationship. been only 2and half months although have known her for ten years. was ready change my whole life and pack...

i wish daily that i wasnt so damn sensitive. im overtired oversensitive and when have p.m.s feel like the world is gonna come crashing down. im really really out of it these last couple days and i...

i still hurt alot and still am way too sensitive. it overwhelms me alot. i try to get lost in others and it hurts. atleast im becoming more aware and letting her talk me through it.she says i take...

i get very sad this time of year. overwhelmed more like it. havent started shopping. very little money. havent decorated. really need pull head out of ass and do it. working straight through to xmas....

very hard time of year. work is exhausting and the holidays are very difficult. but got great surprise today when my friend drove hour and half to come just say hello t work. was great surprise and...