ugh

feeling outta control again. have noone to talk to stressed to the maxx... keep freaking on gf cause she not same person as me. is it really normal to just get lost in your own world. why am i so ready to pack the damn uhaul when she can dissappear in her own world for hours and hours at a time. i freak and hate it. im not untrusting just like to know whats going on becuase we dont see each other much and like to feel like im part of her life. after 6 months she i not care. sick of the world financially a mess cant catch up getting fat depressed family get together was way too much for me. just want vent