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apparently my busy head thought things through before i had all the information. my gf only said i shouldnt come for christmas although she wants me to because her mother is very elderly and confused...

when i am good i am good and when im down im really down. guess in all reality i dont belong with someone. it felt so good but whenever i get doubtful my head goes crazy with a million worries. very...

had a beautiful day with my children yesterday. just wish i could not be an ass and be content with that. i have been single for the most part for ten years. have never been invited to someones home...

some days i still find myself so weak and tired and dont always want to do it anymore. my children are my reason for staying in one piece. im so damn sensitive and prideful. the holidays are very...

i am sad for k.d.  she has lost a friend that life should not have been taken. and that of her friends and sons. life is cruel but we cannot control other peoples actions or feelings and sometimes...

i really truly am thankful i have this site to come to. with the help of many of you i got through a really crazy point in my head. you showed me way to be strong. i may not always do the right thing...

dont think i can do this. it felt so good. why cant i just go slow. im upset because she told me to slow down. she was upset cause i told my daughter that we are friends. big deal. i dont lie to my...

life is a scary adventure. sometimes something can feel so good one day and so scary the next. i am an addict and can get very lost in something that feels good. and when im not one hundred percent...

lefe is not always an easy journey...i made a decision and it is going to make my life more difficult in some ways and better in other way$s. i somewhat misunderstood my sister but alwasy knew she...

life is one experience after the other. really need to start using my brain all the time and not my heart maybe the results will turn out better. i felt so damn good. felt like i had come home and...

im angry today, have worked 14 days in a row and pretty exhausted. not happy with myself. unsure of this weekend. not strong enough all the time to deal with feelings. i just want to go and relax and...

why am i still playing with this woman. dumb ass. i do me sappy texts oh i miss u and love u but u r hurting me. she offered to hook me up with some ugly woman thats been hitting on her at work as a...

tired confused tired.... hard time of year dont always choose the right road, change is difficult. cant seem to let her go although she three quarters of the way there just need little push. its hard...

DIDNT REALIZE WE COULD UNFRIEND PEOPLE ON THIS LIKE MANY OTHER GROUP THINGS. GUESS IM OVER SENSITIVE AND GET UPSET EASILY AND IN CONTROL OF ONLY MY OWN ACTIONS. BUT HAVE BEEN THROUGH VERY ROUGH TIME...

had great day with my family yesterday. finally got to see my nieces baby. she is really clueless and i feel really bad. she is far younger than her actual years and i fear for her and the baby but...