Today was good- I kept busy and even visited my friend who is in the ED unit at Reflections. We had a grand time chatting, ect.
Afterwards I did some errands and then met up with my parents to look for some new lighting fixtures for their remodeled kitchen, it was fun. Came back to my apartment, found a place to eat and went off to dinner.
At I was flustered because I had no hunger and didn't know what to pick off the menu. So Carlos and I settled something. We went to this awesome place that I have been wanting to go (walking distance from our apt). I was so anxious and had to hold my tears back at dinner while choosing the meal- I had no idea what to do because of course while choosing my mom kept say '2 pounds girl. just 2 pounds. pack it in baby'. Carlos ordered a large pizza and I ordered a large salad and we decided to split it. I had 1 piece of pizza, half the salad and then offered some salad to carlos. He took like 2 bites and that was it. He doesn't like the crust of pizza and I love it, so I had 3 of his crusts and finished my salad. I thought I was good. Then another piece of pizza was sent my way. I said no and I was overfull and had eating enough. Not a good answer. So I ate the other piece of fucking pizza. I thought I was going to blow up.
I excused myself to go to the bathroom and while in there I wanted to purge, I started to. Then stoped because I had a feeling my mother would come following me. Guess what, as I was walking back to the table my mother was going to the restroom to check on me. she said 'I was sent to check on you'. WTF. When I got back to my table I said, so I see you sent mom to check on me. Then both denied. WTF. nNo one wants to say whose idea it was. Now I was really pissed. then when mom got back she said, so which stall were you in- i looked in them all. FUCK seriously? omg so freaking annoying.
BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Afterwards I did some errands and then met up with my parents to look for some new lighting fixtures for their remodeled kitchen, it was fun. Came back to my apartment, found a place to eat and went off to dinner.
At I was flustered because I had no hunger and didn't know what to pick off the menu. So Carlos and I settled something. We went to this awesome place that I have been wanting to go (walking distance from our apt). I was so anxious and had to hold my tears back at dinner while choosing the meal- I had no idea what to do because of course while choosing my mom kept say '2 pounds girl. just 2 pounds. pack it in baby'. Carlos ordered a large pizza and I ordered a large salad and we decided to split it. I had 1 piece of pizza, half the salad and then offered some salad to carlos. He took like 2 bites and that was it. He doesn't like the crust of pizza and I love it, so I had 3 of his crusts and finished my salad. I thought I was good. Then another piece of pizza was sent my way. I said no and I was overfull and had eating enough. Not a good answer. So I ate the other piece of fucking pizza. I thought I was going to blow up.
I excused myself to go to the bathroom and while in there I wanted to purge, I started to. Then stoped because I had a feeling my mother would come following me. Guess what, as I was walking back to the table my mother was going to the restroom to check on me. she said 'I was sent to check on you'. WTF. When I got back to my table I said, so I see you sent mom to check on me. Then both denied. WTF. nNo one wants to say whose idea it was. Now I was really pissed. then when mom got back she said, so which stall were you in- i looked in them all. FUCK seriously? omg so freaking annoying.
BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Replies