no no

Okay. I was not prepared for this. I had a fantastic session with Joanna today and got a lot accomplished. Basically, I don't think I want to do nursing. I have just been convincing myself that I do because my parents want me to. I really don't know what I want to do. Something with health, helping others, etc. I have no idea. We talked about my comparison and perfection issues...it makes everything difficult. And the fact that i want to try so many things (like this pilates/yoga class) but feel like I won't be good enough so I don't do it. Ugh..
Anyways back to what I was not prepared for....while walking out of Joanna's office I received a phone call...I knew it was DOminion and I freaked so I didn't pick up. I listed to the voicemail and they told me to come in tomorrow. FUCK no! I'm so scared. no no no. I am majorly freaking out.
 
But yup, I'm going in tomorrow at 1pm. i dont wanna go :(