food baby is a'comin!!
Last night laying in bed I said, fuck it. I'm going to do this and do it right. I'll leave when they tell me I am medically steady and ready. It will be fine. They do agree with the weight though- my dietitian on my first day asked me my goals for here, what I feel my weight should get up to, etc. I said well for now I know it needs to be a minimum of 110 which I have to do here. If it's over, okay. Eventually sometime down the road 115-120 is probably more realistic for my body type. You know, 115 actually sounds okay. DUH i'm scared to shit though!!! Things come with time though.
Today was the hardest foodwise. I was trying to focus on taste and texture of the food, but half way though would get distracted by my fullness. At the end of lunch and dinner I was to the point off fullness where I felt like I could not move, and then got extremely tired. I have a nice little food baby going now :) :)
Question: I know with the refeeding usually the weight adds on to your stomach first and then eventually evenly is distributed through your body as it is natural for your individual body. But I never really knew what the time line for that was? Any ideas? Just curious!!
xoxo
Today was the hardest foodwise. I was trying to focus on taste and texture of the food, but half way though would get distracted by my fullness. At the end of lunch and dinner I was to the point off fullness where I felt like I could not move, and then got extremely tired. I have a nice little food baby going now :) :)
Question: I know with the refeeding usually the weight adds on to your stomach first and then eventually evenly is distributed through your body as it is natural for your individual body. But I never really knew what the time line for that was? Any ideas? Just curious!!
xoxo
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