Another Birthday

Wednesday is Ken's birthday. Wow, it just does not get any easier. The month of August is full of Birthday's leading up to Ken's.   First my Dad's, who is in Heaven with Ken's is the 14th. Of course the new baby was born on the 13th. Then we move to the 18th which is Ken's oldest daughter then we go to the 20th which is Brent my number 3 sons and then we are at the 21st which is Ken's so it seems to make me emotional all month leading up. For the last 3 years we have sorta and it was his ideal but celebrated Brent's Birthday with Ken's. Not this year. I want Brent to have his own day it is only fair.  I guess like having been born close to Christmas time it just sorta gets drawn together. But this year I want Brent to have his day. I have not decided what to do on Ken's birthday. I think it will just me, my hubby and our puppy.  I like sending off balloons as it seems they float right up to Heaven.  I was out the other night with my puppy Abby and I looked up in the sky at this one star I guess I have sorta made it be Ken'sstar. As I stared at the star it seemed to have some white glw around it. I almost felt if I could jst see a bit farther It would open up and I would get to see Ken in Heaven.  It didn't happen but it felt so close. I wrote about Ken used to text me a lot and sometimes when I open my phone there are certain number either. 3 or 6 which seems numbers Ken would send me messages for instance if it is my birthday it is usually a 3. I read an article this week where two moms had gotten phone calls from Heaven as they said because the phone would ring it would be their child's OD and phone number just silence.  I said after Ken passed away I wish he could text me from Heaven. I will take those numbers that just appear on my phone as my text from Ken from Heaven.  Ken celebrated his birtday as his first Birthday. His second Birthday was when he accepted Jesus in his Life and his third Birhday was after his Stem Cell Transplant.  Now maybe every day is a celbration for him in Heaven. On my dad's birthday my sister wrote me to say Happy Birthday to Daddy. I asked her what do you think Daddy and Kenny are doing in Heaven. She replied.  FISHING.  Hope they are catching some great Fish and sharing a lot of Fish stories. Happy Birthday Daddy and Happy Birthday to my wonderful son Kenny. Love you both.