His Last Time
The trip to Al and the Star Trek movie and being with the family was great. After the movie we went to the Mom and Pop Pizza Place to eat. The last place we went to eat abd my sweet son Ken could eat and enjoy. He had been off Chemo for about a month and the food smells did not make him sick. We had a great time that night and one thing I could not understand Ken giving me direction to make sure I knew how to get there. Now I know why. It was the last time he could speak. And the last time we went there. That was the last time that Ken felt good and we laughed and talked and had so much fun. Now did he know something was happening to him maybe that is why he insisted I knew how to find that great Pizza he shared with us. It wa his last time.
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I don\'t really know the answer to your question, but somewhere in the deep and sacred places inside my soul I believe they knew on a level we cannot understand that they would soon be leaving. I think Ken, subconsciously, wanted to make sure you would remember the directions so you would have this, and perhaps many more, experiences in the same place. It was a good time with Ken, and it was a good time now with the others. The same LOVE energy filled the space and your hearts each time....that\'s the magic, that\'s what\'s real, and that\'s what keeps us going.
Thank you for sharing!
Love you!
Love to Ken!
Tight hugs Sandi. Cherish the memory of that evening.
Terry
Sandi, I can not tell you for sure, but I DO believe they know! Devan did and said similar things. Not to me, but to others, I have recently found out about. I think Ken knew too.
Love and hugs to you and Ken, and to the memories!!
Debi
I am so glad you had a good time with family. I am sure Ken was with you enjoying the movie, and of course, the pizza!
Love and hugs, Marlene
I believe that those \"last\" things happened for reasons. I am so thankful that Michael and I went to visit his little brother, Jason, in Florida just 2 months before Michael died. Jason had asked that Michael not come if he was going to be doing drugs. Michael promised and he stuck to that and we had a great visit. It would be the last time that Michael and Jason were together and the last time Michael would be on an airplane. On Halloween, Michael and I went to a Coldplay concert. It would be Michael\'s last concert. I am so thankful for these things that we did that we would have not otherwise done. I so believe God allowed Jason and I to have these sweet memories just months before Michael died. He knew we would grieve so much. I am happy that you had a good evening and great pizza and that Ken was so ever present in your mind and heart.
Peace.
I believe they do know what is going to happen to them. The last time I saw my Mom she told me that she had a talk with God and it was time to go to him, that was her way of preparing me ( I was 14 at the time). She passed the next morning. She had been ill for many years.
I do not know if my son knew because he was living his life and was very happy and looking forward to Christmas because he just bought Tara the best gift and he had a son on the way. I will not know till we meet again....
Hugs to you Penny