duane

Figured out that I was feeling so blue and sad for a week because that time of month just hit. I have never felt cramping like this before. My doctor told me, it was because I never really had a full...

I feel a little numb today. It would have been three years for my brother and his wife adn now it is only 1 year and two months since his death. I keep thinking, what is the point of life...what did...

BAD BAD DAY...So I guess when things seem wonderful and fine, something will come along and ruin it...My father called me today and said to come over now...so I went. as I was driving I kept trying...

Boy do I feel more optimistic today than I have in a long time. I found out that more PCOs suffers get pregnant using Letrozol than metformin or clomid. I can not wait for friday to see if the stuff...

well we are back from the cottage...I was not sure that it was a good idea for me to spend three days with my parents without Dan, but it was wonderful. We connected and cried about Duane. We shared...

June was a wild month. Filled with lots of stress and sadness.  My sister-in-law soon to be ex, does not want my parents any where near the house she onced shared with my brother. She tells my...

Today I was watching the pictures from the last baby shower we had at work....There was 10 people who went on mat leave and now have a combine number of 14 kids. I just broke down just now looking at...

I really do not know how to feel. Tomorrow will be one year since my brother's death. My mother is taking it hard. All I want to do is hide. I do not want to see people or have to act like I am...

I feel so lonely in this struggle to get pregnant. My husband does not even seem concern adn I need support from him. Whenever I bring it up, he seems to tune out. I feel like I am the one who wants...

I have really tried hard to grieve and not let it interfere with work and with my friends...but now I have to let myself cry uncontrollably. June 2nd last year, my husbands car was stolen and we...

Why can't I just cope and be happy for at least one week before more "good news" comes my way? On top of my XSIL getting married...there is my friend who never wanted to be a mom is now pregnant....

Just when I think that I am coping really well a wrench is thrown into the mix. My sister-in-law is now planing to get married this summer. Duane has only been gone for less than a year and now she...

It's amasing how the anticipation of a long weekend is better than the weekend itself. I had so many plans and so far I have done none. I keep thinking that last year around this time, I had minor...

I had a great day yesterday...went to we will rock you then watched a touching movie and went to bed feeling pretty good...then today came. Mother's day...a day to remind me that I am an only child,...

Today I am feeling better than yesterday. I only cried once today. I keep seeing others with their siblings and I want mine back. He was a wonderful person and now I have be the only child...taking...