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I do not know how to delete a goal so I have put it to zero. Concieve a healthy child is not my goal any more. Becoming healthier is all that matters.

Mondays are always blaaa days. I was dreading going back and being asked by some of the people who knew I was off, that magically question....how did it go. It was difficult at first to answer them,...

My week off of work has done wonders for me. My DH decided to paint and redecorate our living/dinning area and it looks fabulous. I may even post pictures because it is now magazine worthy. I have...

We had a chat with our fertility doctor today. It was not very encouraging. She just told us that it must be an egg factor...well duh! My ususal cycles on these drugs are not  28 days but 31...I...

We did our retrieval yesterday and today the embroylogist called us back. I only produced 4 eggs from 24 follicles, she could not get all the ones on the left side. my LH had dropped from day 8 to...

I can not believe that April is almost here and my only IVF journey begins tomorrow. I have to go in for cycle monitoring and in the evening they will let me know what to do for my doseages. I am so...

I have no idea what is going in here...Everytime I think AF is coming it does not then I do a preganacy test and it comes up negative. We finally decided to do the IVF for March so that we can...

Yippy! Today we met with our adoption practitioner. She gave some good news, that India which usually takes upto 2 years before a child proposal is seen is now doing them in 2 months after a...

It is the beginning of the year for 2009 and as I write this journal I have been reflecting back on 2008. 2008 was not a devastating year...no one died, no one lost their jobs, (no one in my...

It is now Day 36 and no sign of AF...I am guessing that I will experience tomorrow the usual headache, which would put AF on day 38 it will come. Well atleast it will have arrive 3 days earlier then...

Today was an emotional day. I guess the homeopathic remedies are working because I began the ones for fertility this weekend. I can not seem to feel normal like I did a week ago, then again if the...

Today I was in the mall for my dentist appointment. I walked around watching people rush to and from stores. Then I began to think about what DH and I lost over the last two years. I miss my brother...

Every once in a while I get those emails that tell you to send it to 5 people and something you have been waiting for will happen. Well I keep doing it and nothing really happens. I sent one of...

I hate my ovaries...I do nto really hate them...I just feel so betrayed by my body. On MOnday there were two follicles measuring 1.0 and 1.3 then the right one went to 1.4 on Wednesday and today the...

When you try something new, if it sticks it will be apart of you....we went for our adoption seminar yesterday and it was great. It is not as daunting as a task as we thought it would be. I am...