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So I have been crying uncontrollably for days now waiting for AF to arrive and there is no sign of it yet...I am still waiting and waiting and waiting...perhaps something is wrong? The other day my...

YEH! I am so glad that my tests went well on Wednesday and that it was just a cyst,,,yippy! The MD did tell me that I will need to go for mamograms every year because of my mother, however I can keep...

In two days I will find out if our quest to TTC is in vain or not...If the lump I found in my breast turns out to be cancer then we are done. Even if it could be removed, there is Chemo or the pill...

Taxes Taxes and more Taxes...so we have figure out the captial gains stuff and it looks like I will be paying the government 1800.00 that means no TTC on fertility for about 6 months until most of...

I saw my doctor today and he seems to feel the lump is just a cyst or a keliod scar because it feels familiar. Anyway he decided that I should go the breast clinic and have a byopsy just ot make sure...

I was so excited this month that Dh and I could begin cycle monitoring again. We were supposed to start tomorrow, however I found a lump in my breast near a scar I had from a breast reduction. All...

 Mondays are always a blah day. It always takes me a day to get back into the swing of things at work. My doctor wants us to try clomid this month. I forgot to ask her about the cycle monitoring so...

I sit here in Nova Scotia in my MIL's room typing this message as Skye (Doggie) sits at my feet. I am so lucky that my BIL Rob left his two little doggies with us before we leave. Surprisingly he...

There is so much beauty in the world it is difficult to remain depressed or sad. The last few days have been sunny and warmer that when I did cry it was not for long.  I was upset yesterday when my...

It just keeps getting worse than better. My cousin, who has been estranged from us until my brother passed away has been doing double duty to impress my parents...just what...his wife is pregnant. So...

Feeling a little blue today...I do not think that there is a moment that goes by when I do not think of my brother. His widow (do I call her that though she re-married) should be getting ready to...

Exams finally marked and report cards are verified...I am so glad that I have had a couple of days off to relax. I have been doing a more thorough cleaning for these two days. The house still smells...

So I thought that I was ok today...but as I sit here and try to take my mind off of things, I am beginning to cry. I am a little angry today..the Novena that a friend sent me because she concieved 5...

The secretary at my doctors office is so sweet. As soon as the tests were in she called me and told me that the beta numbers are going down and it looks like the pregnancy is not happending. yes...

Werid day...I have been fighting a cold for about a week so I have been feeling so tired. Up until today , i believed that my urge to eat everything in sight, tiredness and bitchness was due to my...