duane

I am still waiting for AF and I am getting a little frustrated...I wondered if we are preggers, but I will know for sure when i do a blood test on Thursday to see if my progestrone levels are up for...

Finally some news...it is so hard to wait to find out about what caused the m/c that I was driving myself a little crazy...I was not sure that I wanted to find out anything today. I was so nervous in...

Well feeling much better today...I hate PMS...I can not wait for AF to come...then I feel so much better. I am nervous about thursday...we find out about our test and the patheology report. I can not...

Work was alright today, until I opened an email about someone on staff welcoming their new addition to their family. So here I sit at home crying because my baby is gone and this person has a new...

2008 is beginning to become a little brighter...I saw the new Dr. Who on the internet and I was happy to be entertained for about an hour. i love watching that show...if only life could be that...

Wow 2008 has now begun and I feel kind of pensive...sort of optimistic but not the same kind of feeling I had at the beginning of 2007 which I was so focused on wanting to have children. I feel like...

Christmas is suppose to be a happy day...and it did begin that way. DH and I opened our gifts, had a light breakfast then off to my parents. As waited in the living room at my parents place, I...

Second day at work and it has not been very emotional. At times when it was quiet my mind would wander and I would think of the child we lost, but because there is so much happening and so much...

So I decided to take the rest of the week off...I have been enjoying baking cookies, then I realize that there is only Dan and I to eat them. I wanted to be one of those moms who makes the world best...

Day 6 and still bleeding...I find once my DH leaves the house I grieve more. I have to stay strong for my parents and Dan that when these quiet moments hit, I just break done finally and cry. June is...

The greatest gift in life is find out how blessed you are. I am so so blessed to have found DS and recieve so much support during this bleak time in my life.  I started looking for answers after...

I have not written in a while. I have been so sick and tired for the last three months that going on the computer has been a chore. But all of that ended yesterday. I miscarried...no bleeding, just...

happy thanksgiving....Yippy found out on october 4th that we are preggers....my numbers are high and I do not even know what that means, however the nurse told me that having the numbers double is a...

Boy am I so glad that it has taken me a while to write in the journal. We have had many visitors from NS that I forgot what a regular week feels like. Duane's birthday was on Tuesday. I met my mother...

I had no idea that watching my brother-in-law drive away with the two dogs would depress me so much...then my hubby decides that he has time to go and play games at his friends house....He does not...