I feel so lonely in this struggle to get pregnant. My husband does not even seem concern adn I need support from him. Whenever I bring it up, he seems to tune out. I feel like I am the one who wants this so badly, and I feel so stiffled to speak with him about it. When I opened the card for the baby shower for my friend, my husband was so happy for them. I could nto even face him because I was so upset...I did not even know that this person was pregnant.So I have decided not to attend the event because I could not keep up the happy face through the whole thing. It is better to send a gift with lots of love and wishes than to sit through it and try hard not to cry. I feel like I should give up because he seems uninterested anyway. I really need to hash this out so I can finally move ahead then stay in this limbo.